Whaaaaat..

work everyday for the next 9 days? I = no life.

lately: download planning party on saturday! everyday I wear one of my several pairs of battered to death black vans. my journal. prison break. topshop every fucking life ruining day. being a manager, responsibility. salmon and rice or macaroni cheese with bacon everyday for dinner for the last couple of weeks. yes, really. stephanie russell strongbow and marlboro dates. Hannibal Lecter and general just fucked up dreams. costa raspberry and White chocolate muffins. life is gooooood.

claire will kill me for putting this on her blog hing mahahaha. love youxxx

claire will kill me for putting this on her blog hing mahahaha. love youxxx

FUCK.

FUCK.

wolves in the throne room have been easily one of my top 3 bands for so long. this song is perfect because it takes the exact time it’s playing for me to walk from the train station home. hahaha.

Things that are great v.1:
My house.
Looking forward to download with my boy and the chidwicks!
Future B.
My Boss. He legitimately is the coolest, laid back human ever.
Sleep. lots and lots.
Frozen creme eggs. seriously.
Armour rings.
Camus, always!
My new writing book.
Cooking and trying recipes. 

i make many lists…

this is me at the best of times. 

this is me at the best of times. 

lately.
I waste away too much time online doing nothing.
I buy too much shit.
I haven’t been out running in two weeks.
I need to paint my nails.
I only work 3 days a week just now. It’s killing me.
My head ACHES.
Just now I feel distracted and lost with what to do with my days. it seems that all I ever do is sleep or eat or watch shit on the TV. wasted days.

tonight i went and seen Titanic in 3D with Gillian. as I told her ‘I’ve seen it before. i don’t want to fucking see it again.’ but, none the less, i went. the best bit is the last song the band play on the ship when it is sinking. this..